Tuesday, April 6, 2010


What is the worth of a soul?
Who will fight for it? Who will stand by and let one go?

I have often said in this blog that I know who I am and what I stand for. That's not always true -and that's part of what frustrates me about myself. I know that everyone has their limitations and imperfections -I don't claim to be above that, or even okay with them. I do claim, however, that those imperfections that I have, I am all often too comfortable with. Being comfortable with mediocrity isn't okay with me, but it's a contradiction in terms. ...Perhaps because I am comfortable.
This is my only life. I'm not getting any new shots at becoming a better Rebecca. I'm not getting a second chance to "fix" what I neglect now. My own worth has been called into question, and because of this, I am forced to look at myself from an outside perspective. Would I fight for me?

I really can't answer that right now.